Mar 24, 2006

Moved

Hey! Sorry! I moved of blog! If you wanna know more about me or something like that please click the link down ^___^! I'm not going to post here anymore ^^; ! This blog is closed. But I'm not going to delete it because it has many important memories to me ^^

Thanks a lot =D!
[.+.]Kaoru Kamiya, the Racoon Lady [.+.]

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Dec 30, 2005

2005

Heya people! Many time have passed since I wrote here the last time! lol I'm with lazziness =3.

Probably this is the last time I'm gonna write in 2005, so that's why I put in the title 2005! ^-^ I'm really happy! This year was one of the best years of my life, well of course that some things wasn't so good like others, but in general this year was very cool ^___^!

Aww! Well, "May the best of your past be the worst of your future" this is what I wish you in this next year ^^ I hope u enter with the right feet in this next year

Looking back I realise that I learn much thing is this year, and I think that that errors made me a best person, which makes me happy! Now, Past is past and we must live the present to survive the future... Of course that Past is always important in our lifes but we must continue our ways til the end.. But well! I'm not gonna talk of sad things!

Misao is grounded now.. poor her! snif Her mother is bad to her ._. ! But when my mother see my marks maybe I'm gonna do part of Misao's club of the grounded people xD! LooL neh Misao? ^^

I hope that in the 31st of December (the last day of this year) I have some fun with Vitor, and that the things go all according to my plan *smirks* ahahah. It's the first time that I'm gonna be with the person that I love in the 31st of December! I'm so excited! ^-^

The year passed really fast o_O what in the world? x3 snif snif! Oh well!

I really hope that Misao, Kitsune, Sofia-Chan and Claudia (my best friends) have some fun 'cause they deserve it ^^ They are really cool girls! Oh of course that I wish everyone a Happy New Year! A speciall thanks to all my friends around the world xD

So I think I got all the points that I wanted to talk =3

Happy New Year everybody =D

Lyric of the year

BRING IT ALL BACK Lyrics - SClub7

Don't stop never give up
Hold your head high and reach the top
Let the world see what you have got
Bring it all back to you.

Hold on to what you try to be, your individuality
When the world is on your shoulders
Just smile and let it go.
When people try to put you down
Just walk on by don't turn around
You only have to answer to yourself.

Don't you know it's true what they say
That life it ain't easy.
But your time's coming around
So don't you stop tryin'

Chorus
Don't stop never give up
Hold your head high and reach the top
Let the world see what you have got
Bring it all back to you.
Dream of falling in love
Anything you've been thinking of
When the world seems to get too tough
Bring it all back to you.

(na na na na na.....)

Try not to worry 'bout a thing,
Enjoy the good times life can bring
Don't keep it all inside you
Gotta let let your feelings show.
Imagination is the key
Cos you are your own destiny
You never should be lonely when time
Is on your side.

Don't you know it's true what they say
Things are sent to try you.
But your time's coming around
So don't you stop tryin'

Repeat Chorus & (na na na...)

Don't you know it's true what they say
Things happened for a reason
But your time's coming around
So don't you stop tryin'

Repeat Chorus

Instrumental Musics of the Year:

- Pathetique

- Intermezzo (mascagni)

Some Images:

.:Wish u:.

Happy New Year

Merry Christmas

.:Memories:.

- Kenshin x Kaoru

Under the star lights

- Friends (RK)

Kaoru and Misao bring on the rain

Kaoru and Misao angry

- Groups

Weasel | Raccoon | Fox

- Wallpapers

Quotes of the Year

~»Please be here for me, I'm here for you
~»I'm not afraid of the future, I'm afraid to lose the things that I have in the present
~»Sometimes the love we are looking for is so close that we can not see it..
~»Kamiya Kasshin is a style to protect people
~»I don't care about other's people's past

~»When I find myself fading, I close my eyes and realize my friends are my energy

~»The person who risks nothings, does nothing, has nothing is nothing

Well Minna! I think that's all! Domo Arigatou and Sayonara =D

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Dec 11, 2005

Emotions

Hey! ^-~ lol This week was really x_x; I'm tired... The Maths test and the F.q. test were so difficult xx; I hope have positive ; snif! In Friday, Kitsune went to my place ^^ was pretty funny! XD we played Tekken 5 (as always xD), talk, work in computer and we started to do a new video! So much time that she didn't do any video with me ^^; I felt so happy! Although Morais broke a little the clime between me and Kitsune.. z_z; Kitsune was 'furious with him'... z_z;

I miss the weasel girl Misao-Chan.. ;___;! I miss her so much ._.! Snif... She is coming back today from Italy! I hope she had fun there ^^ She deserves it.

Sofia-Chan *glomps and hugs her*, I really wanted meet her today .__. snif... I hope in the next week or something like that we can meet 'cause she is really kind to meh she's so sweet! *hugs* I really like that Raccoon girl 2 xD She is my Kenshin neh? xD lol! ^^

I'm with a strange humor, I'm happy then I'm serious, then I'm again jumping of happiness then I'm sad xD This is just so stupid xD I'm having reactions strange >_< lol!

Only one week to finally have holidays! Yeah! ^___^x ! Xmas Holidays finnally! heh! but my mom said that I'm gonna work things of school in holidays z_z no! ,_, snif

Well.. xx; bye bye ^^

Lyric:

~From Ballad of a Lonely Heart~

"When you're alone at night
Dark is longer
Stranger, stronger
Frightening to a victim of a Lonely Heart
With a broken mind
Digging for a treasure and not sure what she'll find

"So to keep back the dreams
From before you had to start
To circumvent a Lonely Heart
Dampening one's own inner flame
And hiding inside
Like an eternal pessimist with something on her mind

"Like a memory of something bright red
Splashing like too-thick paint
That kind that adorns the pictures of the saints
Scaring a woman into a Lonely Heart
Like spreading your wings in an attempt to fly
And fallin' down like Icarus because you were too blind

"I'm not that strong
I'm not that smart
I'm just the sole survivor
Of a Lonely Heart

"And my old heart
And foolish wings
Are all I have right now
For turning up my dreams

"So when you're alone at night
Watching the moon from the window
Wonderin' why things are just so
Common for the victims of a Lonely Heart
Start digging for that treasure you may never find
Cause you ain't some fool pessimist trapped in your mind

"I just wish I were happy
Is that so wrong?
I'd travel this whole country just to sing my songs
My only medication for a messed up life
I'm one of a kind
Pictures of the angels firmly in my mind

"The darkness can't own you
So close your eyes and dare to dream
It's never quite as bad as it could be
To the wonder of the keeper of a Lonely Heart
So I'll spread these wings and try to fly
See what kind of eternity I hide behind

"An I know that I'm not strong
I know that I'm not smart
I'm just the sole survivor
Of a Lonely Heart

"And my heart is broken
And these foolish wings
Are all I have right now
For turning up my dreams

"Just these foolish wings
And the remainder of my life upon the floor…"

Which character of Rurouni Kenshin are you?

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- Kaoru Kamiya

Image:

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Dec 2, 2005

-Concreate Angel-

Well... The things now are going well in school I think.. Misao and Kitsune aren't mad with me anymore (apparently not). They are really kind girls.. They are my best friends.. But.. I think our relationship now it looks kind of different.. It's strange.. Maybe I'm just imaging things x_x ^^;;
I'm complety tired of school.. I really need holidays.. These ultimate days were days of stress because of tests, works to finish, etc... --;! The next week will have more 3 tests: History (NOO X__X); F.q. (no! x_x;;) and Maths (okay...) xD
It's finally December.. It's always raining.. Always the same routine now every day! Boring! I don't like Winter without snow! I need snow! XD I want it! *-*
Sofia-Chan is just so cute! She is doing a drawing to me =D *hugs*
Sofia-Chan said to me one of the best things I ever... how can I say... I don't know! It's such a great feeling! She always give me strengh to continue my road, and don't fall. She is always here to helping me, and that feels just so good! I was blessed to know her someday! =D XD Thanks 'God' xD
MSN:
Mine -» {Sofia-Chan and Me} - We'll go together to Tokyo neh Kenshin? -» I have always a Concreate Angel to catch me as I fall
Sofia-Chan -» "We'll go back together to Tokyo, I promise..." ~ You can always count on me to catch u

SO KAWAII! She is really sweet! Thank ya *glomps her* She was really sweet to me *-*

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Awww.. Misao was so happy today! It felt good to se her like that! <3 I hope she gets what she wants neh Misao? ^^; She is a really lucky girl ^_^
Happy Birthday Rurouni Kenshin ^_^x - 1st December - Meh and Kistune 2 years (I think this day wasn't much important to her... but oh well.. makes me remind some great memories I had with her...)
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What's happening to me?
I feel so strange! I don't but.. I'm sad and happy! o_O! I'm happy because of Sofia-Chan.. And i'm sad because of what? I'm with strange feelings today x:x! At school, I was laughing and then -__- again 'sad', laughing, again 'sad'... I'm with much emotions ._.
I wanted to go to Rome with Misao! *snif* It's not fair! xD

I really need to do my list of presents to xmas to me and for my friends/ family! It's so hard to choise presents to the people! x_x;;;
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*Dear Sant Claus! I want a boy to my xmas okay? XD * - I really need to think about my presents xD i don't know what I'm gonna ask!! lolool (I don't believe in Sant Claus! It was just kidding)
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*Flys* I want to met Sofia-Chan! In the next Saturday (10 th of December) we need to be together! =D She's my love! LOoL! Just kidding! She's my twiny! ^_^x neh?
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The time goes fast... I'm worried about future... I'm so afraid to lose the things that I have today..
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Oh well *** Bye cya in the next entry! lol *hyper*

New Works:

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Nov 20, 2005

Look at Me

Yesterday I met a girl in msn, her name is Sofia, she's the girl that comment my last entry XD! Thanks Sofia for the comment here in my blogie! Sofia is my twin! I chated with her she's such a nice girl! - She's my twin of the other side of the river 'Tejo' XD! I really had a good time chating with her! I hope in the holidays we can met in reality! I loved to! __ flys to Barreiro and glomps Sister Sofia-Chan I never felt like this before chating with a friend that I only met in some hours! It's like I met her in much time agoo! Maybe in the past life we were something to each other, I don't know XD
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Misao! You have to take the first step! Your love is not going to do it! ^^;; hugs Don't worry everything will be fine! I'm certenaly! ^^
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Today Vítor's and Misao's family went to my place, and we went to Docas do lunch. It was really pretty cool! Then we came to my place again and we played Tekken 5 it was cool but.. I wanted to play! Vítor didn't let me play x_x; snif! Oh well...
I feel so strange now that I'm alone again.. In some minutes my place was full of laughs and screams! And now.. Alone.. again.. I feel so bad... x_x I talked with Kitsune, she's fine.. ^^
Aww... this feeling is so strange.. Much time that I didn't feel like this x_x I don't know what is it.. but.. am I.. oro x__x noo! x_X_X__X_X
Hunf.. Tomorrow classes again! I don't want! screams swims to the other side of the river Tejo and glomps Sofia-Chan xD
I miss Sofia-Chan and Kitsune.. And I'm worried about Misao... she was some kind of tired or something like that when she was in my place o_ô... sigh
My heart hurts x_x my heart really hurts! I don't understand why x_X I'm so broken right now... x_x What's this? sigh again
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My ultimate works in Photoshop:

Kaoru - Manga

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I wrote some lyrics in this week again (in class again XD), I hope u enjoy it.

Lyrics:

Truth

I don’t know

How to start

I know I must tell

the truth

But it’s so hard

to say it

I search in my head

Ways to tell it

But…

Chorus

I want to tell you that

I love you

But I don’t know how to start

Because I’m afraid that

You’ll broke my Heart

Close your eyes now

Give me your hand

Can you feel the same?

I never felt like this before

Why aren’t you always with me?

Chorus

I want to tell you that

I love you

But I don’t know how to start

Because I’m afraid that

You’ll broke my Heart

I feel so alone now

Hold me tight

Then you’ll keep me safe

From the pain

Why I can’t say

The truth?

Chorus

I want to tell you that

I love you

But I don’t know how to start

Because I’m afraid that

You’ll broke my Heart

…I miss you…

…I want you…

…I feel you…

End

One last word

To show the pain

Inside me

Memories are haunting my life

The end is coming

Chorus

Dark night

The snow is falling

My eyes are lost with no expression

Tears come

I’m alone

This is so hard

Oh life is so bad sometimes

I just wanted

To realize my dreams

But the end is coming

Chorus

Dark night

The snow is falling

My eyes are lost with no expression

Tears come

I’m alone

Darkness… come again

I fell to the ground

Is this all a dream?

No… It’s the end of a life

End… of a life

Look at me

In the world of darkness

That I have to hide my dreams

You came and gave me

Your gentle hand

I can’t forget

Your cute smile

And your arms around me

Chorus:

Take a look at me now

I don’t want to be alone

Again

I want your smile to always

Give me strength

I’m so broken

The world is such a waste

Such a empty space

Such a sadness place

But then I think in

All the memories that

We passed together…

Chorus:

Take a look at me now

I don’t want to be alone

Again

I want your smile to always

Give me strength

Take a look at me now…

I don’t want to be alone again…alone… again..

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Nov 7, 2005

Lyrics and Quotes

Well I've not much to say about today.. I describe some of my feelings in this lyrics that I did in the classes xD.

.:Lyrics:.

Deep the Shade of Blue Eyes

I’m wondering inside

I finally found my soul

And it was throw your eyes

My heart was re-borned

With your smiles

What is this feeling?

I never felt like this before

When I’m with you

My heart beats more

I’m never too far away

To feel you

When you hold me

Or kissed my face

I feel like

I’m travelling in a beautiful

Blue river

What is this feeling?

I never felt like this before

When I’m with you

My heart beats more

Throw the oceans of tears

I felt into pieces

And you’re helping me collect them

In this Ballad of a Lonely Heart

Crawling

Even when I stand

I feel myself falling

There’s something inside me

That is controlling and

Confusing me

I can’t breath

I must fight myself again

And never give up

This feeling is crawling

In my skin

But I don’t want to accept it

Will I accept it someday?

Why I can’t say the truth?

Love... what a strange and confusing word

What’s is love? Am I in love? I don’t know...

Memories are hauting me

I can’t go on

With my sadness and pain..

But I MUST NOT GIVE UP

It’s the time

I must say the truth

It’s hard to accept it and do something to solve it

But I want to

Crawling back to you

Dreams

Whishing in the stars

I’m dreaming with you

Are you an ilusion?

I don’t think so..

You look so real to me

Reality...? Even my nightmares sometimes are better than it

Hold me tight, still my pain and fears with a gently kiss

I want you

I need you

To always give me strenght

To continue my life and don’t

Be overtaken my by the frozen ice that I created

Whishing in the stars

I’m waiting for you

Even it doesn’t seams like

I’m always with you

My ghost is on the stars

So just look to the stars

And I’ll be there for you

Always

Quotes from Kitsune:

No matter how many times your wings break, keep trying…because there’s no limit for anything, neither love, neither death can bring a limit to our soul. Nothing arrests us in that room except our mind.

So there’s no end for happiness, dreams, hopes, love or pain.

A life lesson… follow your heart not your mind, and then there will be nothing…

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Kaoru Kamiya *Kikiro*

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Nov 5, 2005

-Funny Day-

Heyaaa ^^ I'm so happy! Today (yesterday .. now at the moment is 12 a.m.) .. so as I was saying yesterday was really a cool day! I love it! It was pretty fun being with Misao! She is a weasel girl so funny! I enjoy it a lot *** really! Thanks! ^^ I went early out of Misao's home I though that we would go to my grandparents z_z like always! But No!!!! We went to Vítor's home! ^__^;.. It was just so funny! He's really a cool guy! He's a little bit pervet but he's kind and a nice guy, I really enjoy be with him ... and my brothers XDD But it was fun! ^-~
I'm worried with Tenchu and Misao at the moment I hope they are all right.. specially Tenchu because she looked really sad yesterday (today x:x lol).
***I'm tired.. x_x*** now I'm gonna sleep! It was a day to remember. Arigatõ all of my friends xD

Lyric of the day:

What I like about you

You're the kind of friend
Who always bends when I'm broken,
Like remember when...
You took my heart and put it back together again.
I've been wasting time with clueless guys but now it's over.
Let me tell you why...I'm through...I've got someone new who's just like you!

You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
Don't lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
Cuz I've been waiting all my life for someone just like you,
But you're it..You're the Ultimate you.

You're the kind of guy whos hand's in mine
send me shivers up and down my spine
You took my heart and put it back together again
You're the kind of guy that blows my mind..
But now it's my turn, You've been right in front of me.
Everything i need, why didn't i see?

You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
Cuz I've been waiting all my life for someone just like you,
But you're it..You're the Ultimate you.

You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
Cuz I've been waiting all my life for someone just like you,
But you're it..You're the Ultimate you.

You're it...you're the Ultimate YOU!

.:Images of the day:.

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Oct 29, 2005

Anipop

Ahahha today was a beautiful day
I went to Lisbon in the afternoon to go to Anipop! I went by car with Misao, Kitsune and Sakura! It was pretty funny! In the anipop I finally met my net friends! Now they are off line friends too! =D I'm really happy! I met most of all Portuguese of Ty Kamara yeah =P
Tomorrow T_T It's going to be a sad day for me.. Well I'm going to visit my grandmother and grandfather... Their dog.. Same.. died yesterday! They are really sad.. Bye Same.. Rest In Peace.. **

aw... study tomorrow noooo
Yeah I don't have classes in Monday ahahahahhahaha *evil laugh*
Oh well.. ^^

.:Lyric of the day:.

Rurouni Kenshin - Kimi Ni Fureru Dake De; Just Touched By You

Romaji Lyrics	English Translation
Tomedonaku afurete Koboreru namida no kazu hodo Yarusenai koto mo nai Zutto hateshinai boku no ai	Overflowing without cessation As much as my tears spill It isn't miserable, either It's my always unending love
Baby Sou sa Karada ga tokeru kurai no Atsui munasawagi ni makasete Woo Nani mo ka mo koete yukou	Baby, Yes! I can beat this presentiment That's hot enough to melt my body Woah I'll go over everything
Ah- Kimi ni fureru tabi ni kimi e to chikazuite Ah- Kimi wo kanjita mama boku wa mitasarete Takamatte iku kokoro wo tashikameru you ni Kimi wo tsuyoku dakishimeru yo	Ah- Every time I touch you, I am close to you Ah- When I felt you I was filled up To make certain of my rising heart I'll hold you strongly
Imi mo naku sakende Kowaresou na kokoro nando mo Nagusameru you ni Sotto tsutsumikomu kimi no ai	Screaming without meaning My fragile heart, many times Has been consolingly Wrapped softly by your love.
Baby Sou sa Itoshii sono sugata ga Donna toki ni mo boku wo sasou Woo Nani mo ka mo wasureru hodo	Baby, yes! That beloved body Is always inviting me Woah Until I forget everything else
Ah- Kimi ni fureru tabi ni kimi e to chikazuite Ah- Kimi wo kanjita mama boku wa mitasarete Takamatte iku futari no omomuku mama ni Kimi wo tsuyoku dakishimeru yo	Ah- Every time I touch you, I am close to you Ah- When I felt you I was filled up When the rising couple is repaired I'll hold you strongly
Ah- Kimi ni fureru dake de kokoro wa hazunde Ah- Kimi ni fureru dake de boku wa mitasarete Takamatte iku kokoro wo tashikameru you ni Motto tsuyoku... Yeah	Ah- Just to touch you, my heart pounds Ah- Just to touch you, fills me up To make certain of my rising heart More strongly... Yeah
Ah- Kimi ni fureru dake de kokoro wa hazunde Ah- kimi ni fureru dake de boku wa mitasareru Ima wa tada kono kimochi wo tayasanai you ni Kimi wo tsuyoku dakishimeru yo Dakishimeru yo	Ah- Just to touch you, my heart pounds Ah- Just to touch you, fills me up Now, just to keep these feelings from dying I'll hold you strongly I'll hold you.

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Oct 26, 2005

Strange Entry...

*sigh*.. So much problems in this life...

I don't know what to do... x_x

How can I say this.. This is just so difficult to me..

Well it doesn't matter...

I think I'm gonna do a secret blog.. I don't know..

I feel so in pain..

Everybody is in pain
Love.. what a strange word in my mouth at the moment.. Love and be loved... yeah yeah..

Well I'll express my feelings with some lyrics and images.. Today I don't want to write my feelings sorry. I need to think in some tings.. alone. Thanks ^^;

But I'm stronge... I'm stronge.. I'M STRONG.. I want to solve this problem. x-x

Lyric of Seisou Hen

Your hand feels gentle,
You said so;
Tears come out,
Very quietly

Seashore in spring,
Your head on my knees and fell asleep;
Your hair, gently,

When I combed with my fingers.

Suddenly, I felt like I understood everything;

All the pain in the heart goes home to the sky.

On your cheek,

The drops of tears;

I told you it's spray from the sea, put my hands over your eyes to blind.

Please be here with me, I am here with you

Lyric of the day:

There is no light that does not pierce the darkness

It is sad but

 No matter how much one is filled with affection

There is suffering

Though we do not have wings

                              Even a small smile

                              If you believe that is a miracle

You can walk on

Even when tried by sorrow

                              If you are here

                              When the day it cannot be bound

Comes That is everlasting

  I long for strength

Like that of a butterfly crossing the sea

                              If battle alone is strength

That is a pity

 Despite thinking it is all right

                              Even if all is gone

                              As long as the ache inside you heals

Kindness just meets

Even when tried by sorrow

                              Beside you

Someday the promised day

Images:

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Oct 22, 2005

In the arms of the Angel

- Toughts -

Heya.. The weather today is horrible so I'm not in a good mood... This weather makes me think a lot and now that I know that I did some things wrong.. I should help her more.. But someone had to stop that freak madness! She said that was everything okay know.. She is only confused now! I want to help her! I really want! But her problem is really confusing.. Dreams...

Dreams are a way to try to solve our feelings. When we think a lot in something then we dream with that... Most of the cases that happens! But dreams are a way to confuse us even more.. Because they are not reality. They are just ... dreams...

I don't understand the world... x__X

Yesterday I decided to ask Tomás Romeiro why he's always boring me.. He answered 'When I didn't bored u I was a cool guy.. wasn't I?' I said 'Yes... but know u are just a stupid guy with me and I don't understand why!? Why!!!???' he didn't answer my question. he starts to boring me again.. Like always.. There are no cure for such jeark like him.

Aww... I'm worried about my grandmother.. I hope she is okay! Where's my father now? .. He's going to came back today from Spain!

Seisou Hen is just so beautiful *-*

I'm really strange x_x
Oh well.. Misao is really a kind girl ** and Koroshi too so I'm better because I'm chatting with Misao ^^ Where's Koroshi now? btw

+-Pictures-+

.:New Banner and Avatar:.

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